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Four Years in the Wilderness

by Vic Bondi

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With Black Theory: Gene Pandolfi, bass Colin Sears, Drums Recorded at Supernatural Sound, Oregon City, Oregon Produced by Jeff Dean Engineered by Robert Bartleson Mastered by Jason Livermore @ The Blasting Room l In a trance With some romance Of an invented past That had no place for class And that half-glass Is just about empty Finished off by the comfortable And more: The all-American battered The hustlers prance at the lecterns To hoard the awards And dance around issues There’s no result on a table That doesn’t fit the fable The certified lie Twisted and bright The endless reprise Of Morning in America Wave a flag in their eyes They see what they want And what they want to despise A bull in the ring Chasing a thing That’s dying The ultratech ADD where the secret police lay an app at your feet Psychopathic patriots arise In a genocidal dance Walking around in trace Big brother on reality TV We find repression so entertaining The predictive graph shocking and raw Eye for an eye and we’re all-American blind Wave a flag in their eyes They see what they want And what they want to revise A bull in the ring Chasing a thing That’s dying With backdoor to the datastream where a government host logs your likes and posts the patriots who set the bar at a murderous stance Walking around in trace The litmus test is here With confederate flags and redneck beer Tailgate at the private pen For the curse of their skin And the bad luck of birth Of the all-American man Wave a flag in their eyes They see what they want And what they want to despise A bull in the ring Chasing a thing That’s dying A backdoor to the datastream where a government host logs your likes and posts the patriots who set the bar at a murderous stance Walking around in trace credits released October 23, 2015 Words and Music copyright 2015 Windowglass Music BMI license all rights reserved
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Ivanka Wants Her Orange Back So finally it has come to this The empire ground to bits You can choose between bad and worse Sterile and perverse The pickpockets Of the public purse The famous groper Of Miss Universe And all the bald men With Toupees Finally have their say Pushing all the Feminists out of the way Don Rickles with the tiny hands Little Marco finally met a man In the closet with a red, white and blue Dress So finally it has come to pass Patriotism served up for laughs Every principle in the sack Who’s your Daddy? Who’s up your ass? And all the bald men With Viagra Finally get their long Pushing all the Transexuals out of the John Ivanka Wants Her Orange Back And all the white men With no balls Finally have their man Suck on the knob Make American Great Again Ivanka Wants Her Orange Back
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You can curse the darkness or light a match Set the house on fire and live in the ash You can buy a gun Protect your cash and your loot Take aim at the thieves And shoot yourself in the foot We’ll shut out the light We’ll pull up the roots We’re shot in the foot We’ll blow our last buck We’ll give up the lead We’re shot in the foot We’ll fumble the ball We’ll swallow our tongues We’re shot in the foot Ready, aim and fire: Kill anything that moves. Hold yourself to account Or be wide of the mark Give yourself a break Until it all falls apart You can learn from the best Or embrace the con Start again from scratch Or buy the farm We’ll circle the drain make a mess of it all We’re shot in the foot We’ll give up the hit We’ll cut our own throats We’re shot in the foot We’ll trip on the line We’ll bungle the chance We’re shot in the foot Ready, aim, and fire: Kill anything that moves.
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This one’s so subtle That Ted Cruz -- he won’t miss it The glad-handing tea-bagger To the rich and the privileged Ambition unbridled Unconnected to talent The man with the answer If your answer is cancer Things will get worse Before things will get better Star-spangled disasters to teach the slow learners Red, White, and Bullshit This one’s so subtle That Scott Walker won’t get it The Koch-brothers toadie who exacts all their edicts Strip all the unions And punish the poor Count your endorsements As a corporate whore Things will get worse Before things will get better Star-spangled disasters to teach the slow learners Red, White, and Bullshit This one’s so subtle That the red-states will notice Vote your resentments And you’ll end up rewarded With your options outsourced And your lifestyle imploded Hiding out in bunkers with the Fox News distortion Things will get worse Before things will get better Star-spangled disasters to teach the slow learners Red, White, and Bullshit
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It seems the foxhole nightmare has come to pass And there’s no daybreak coming when so many dreams have crashed The clocks are locked at midnight Alarms are primed In that mad hatted future All great things are crimes And still the tide is rising And still the borders clash Executive Decisions Crowded with the dead Now is the time to buy a gun. With rallies for apocalypse We’ll all burn it down The drama of survivalists And zombies in their ghost towns Now is the time to buy a gun.
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Your Voltaire Faith Your simple faith misplaced It’s been there all along The envy of aristocrats The contempt of the well-born Democracy and fate Sacrifice a million lives What Lincoln said: The last best hope of mankind Utopias and smoke With nowhere left to go and from the gut The hunger eats you up Promises and threats Between the whisper and the blade The blade separates The whisper waits Your simple faith erased fading in the light The resolute divines Self-interested with feudal minds So atomized The lonely lies we tell ourselves When the commonwealth fell I’m never going back Never going back At the gate The border awaits And your Voltaire faith Erased Falls like rain On a broken landscape All that responsibility Dropped On refugees On your knees On Christ and his forgiveness enlightening And you’re free Your simple faith replaced The genius of unsettled men With small minds and smaller hands The last desperate land Filled with emptiness Alkaloid A desert A netherworld A void I’m never going back Never going back At the gate The border awaits And your Voltaire faith Erased Falls like rain On a broken landscape All that responsibility Dropped On your knees enlightening And you’re free
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This one’s so subtle That Paul Ryan won’t get it The prince of the budget Who’ll steal from you smiling The poor have failed and ruin is due The rich are so much better than you Things will get worse Before things will get better Star-spangled disasters To teach the slow learners Red, White, and Bullshit This one’s so honest That McConnell understands The Majority leader With the judge in his hand The party of principle Upholding tradition Unless it conflicts With the Party’s position This one’s so clever that the red states will notice Vote your resentments and you’ll get a bonus Lord Bannon decides whose citizens are true First they jail the immigrants —than they come after you
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So we’re crossing the Rubicon The weather’s fine Global warming and sunshine I’ve got mine… One Year in Decline You suspend all those doubts Give it a chance to work out Hope against Holding out So we’re breaking with precedent For a president An oligarch with polonium And some real estate to pawn off and some future gets sold off One Year in Decline You normalize all those thoughts And screaming over the fallacies Some phantom threat To throw you off And in the space between arguments They strip away all the evidence of history and inheritance for some greatness that will never arrive no matter how many years one year in decline…
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Always desperate Barbarians at the gate Some said hyperbolic In the message relays An idle compromise On the throwaways Some kind of progress That simply stays in place All we’re hoping for is a better day Missing fragments Of another kind We can recite All the meaningless lines Crystalize All the fragile things Bright Shattering No one remembers them All we’re hoping for is a better day
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Brother to brother and mother to mother in a war unlike any other The rhetoric in a gale The burning betrayal and evidence of the past has gone at last When this is finally over we’ll be left with nothing but glowing embers and ash How long in the wilderness? Desperate times demand desperate acts A rich man’s war and a poor man’s trap The values in what you believe The blindness in what you believe Ignites the dry tinder and a lifetime of endless grief When this is finally over we’ll be left with nothing but glowing embers and ash How long in the wilderness? Reflected and defined In my enemy’s eyes Between the earth and the sky Knives out ‘till the end of time How long in the wilderness?
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I can't keep my signals straight: Is it virtue or is it hate? Far beyond the last debate The slippery slope accelerates For every step forward there's a pause Back-tracking in the wilderness so we don't get lost And every rule hides a lie Some inconvenience to obfuscate Some shared crime to hide. For every exception, there's a rule And for every exception, there's a fool I can't tell my left from my right They somehow seem combined in a way that I don't realize For every exception, there's a rule And for every exception, there's a fool "Father knows best" "Good guys with a gun" "Follow your gut" "A woman's work is never done" "Both sides have their flaws" "Obey without question" The road to hell is paved with good intentions.
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All rise In court and in life You solemnly swear and joyfully lie All right It's some kind of device You try and act like we read from the same book like we're all on the same side It's what you do that is real Right side the way that you feel (It's not) What you believe All night Torches march right The morning reports are detailed and trite All day Find a way A holdout that's decent a reality that doesn't falter and sway It's not what you say It's what you do It's your acts that define you.
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Supposedly He’ll make America great By embodying All our worst traits And certainly He entertains The way a train wreck does In a sick way And for sure We’re all to blame… Unpresidented And every time he speaks I want to hide from all the freaks Who elected him With their hatred and their rage And every time he cries A spoiled child--I despise I disconnect And wait for someone I respect Absolutely The worst mistake The wrong solution At the wrong time In the wrong place Right down there With Andrew Johnson With James K Polk And Bush the second Right down there with Nixon… Unpresidented credits released December 6, 2018
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When you have nothing to lose You have nothing to hide No shame No loss No scorn No dignity No shade No fall No fear No tragedy When you have nothing to prove You have nothing to lose No blame No guilt No care No humble prayer No fade No drop No cheer No cross to bear Embarassment No name No boss No grief No long goodbye No woe No stain No joke No alibi Embarassment When you’ve worked at nothing You have no sense of pride Secretly at the bottom With nothing inside No claim No dread No trust No end to strife No fix No rise No clue No anguished life Embarrassment
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Those bone spurs that got you discharged? The success that you embossed and enlarged? The Art of the Deal ghostwritten and forged? The payoffs to porn stars you tried to submerge? The kickbacks The payoffs The grifting And lifting The tinhorn dictators Whose asses you’re kissing The ketchup on steaks Your endless diversions Your lying Your t reason So much Goddamn winning The Pee Tapes are real And Mueller is coming Everything small That you’re sure to enlarge Except this: Guilty As Charged credits from Music for 14​/​48, released January 13, 2019
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I can’t find my place Sitting around in a future unmade There’s no sign of grace No peace Forgiveness And maybe It’s just the start of a thousand-year long night I can’t see the stars I can’t see the light There’s nothing above And there’s no God. Walter Benjamin After a life of writing And thinking And hoping for something better Made his way from Frankfurt To Paris Until the Nazis took it And then to the Spanish border Where he killed himself Thirty feet from the fence. Because he thought: It would never end.
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I can’t breathe An American theme It’s an old disease We always told you It was coming I can’t breathe When prefer to serve the Police To enacting justice And enforcing the peace I can’t breathe Someone’s gonna get killed Like it already hasn’t happened Like it wasn’t even real That everyday violence You ignore everyday That everyday violence Is coming your way. And when we are sick He makes us sicker And when we are poor He makes us poorer That everyday violence You ignore everyday That everyday violence Is coming your way. That everyday violence Is coming your way No lives matter until Black Lives Matter
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Toe-Tally-Tarry-A-Tism Totally-Terry-At-Ism Total-Terry-A-Tism
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Everyone’s staying home breathing hard wondering if they have a job Their parents Chasing the Fox News dream In the Church for Easter He’s ten for ten And records set For deaths and those infected Triaging victims blue or red And if you’re blue, you’re dead I feel stupid and contagious American Virus We’re number one! We’re number one! We’re number one! And the body count rise We’re number one! We’re number one! We’re number one! And the body count rise Toyotas filled with toilet paper Millennials on Spring Break You can’t have ventilators, But let them eat cake. He’s ten for ten And records set For deaths and those infected Triaging victims blue or red And if you’re blue, you’re dead I feel stupid and contagious American Virus We’re number one! We’re number one! We’re number one! And the body count rise We’re number one! We’re number one! We’re number one! And the body count rise
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Home grown terrorist For fantastic threats From the anarchists And the IRS Champion Of the ultradense It’s throwback Thursday For casual fascism Wannabe king or a flash in the pan It takes a lot of toupee To cover A strongman Trust fund populist With the big boy pants Getting them pressed At the Russian laundromat Last supper For the dictator Risotto Milanese With a racist glaze Before too long You’ll be hanging from a lamppost In a partisan haze And the anarchists say: Do, do, do, do… Try it on for size Mussolini necktie

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This is a compilation of songs written in response to Trump and Trumpism over the last four years, including songs by Report Suspicious Activity, Dead Ending, Redshift and a number of unreleased demos.

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released November 8, 2020

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VIC BONDI Seattle, Washington

I've been playing music for forty years--since the beginnings of the American hardcore punk movement in the 1980s. This band camp site is where I make a variety of my non-band project experiments available--solo tracks; covers; movie soundtracks, etc. Most of it is not hardcore. For that, see the links below. ... more

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