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The Ghost Dances

by VIC BONDI

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1.
I tried to cut out the glass that was buried down inside my skin but I just kept opening veins the wrong way I tried to find the words to speak through the rope tied against my throat and every word like glass had your name I tried to find some excuse for the static at the end of the line but I can't make sense of your voice anymore And to think that there will always be some part of you that's not part of me I prefer the memory to the girl I love you is just another word to convince us of the lies we've told I love you is just another way of killing time I will tell you anything you want if I don't have to spend the night alone I will tell you what you want to hear if you stand by me I know that I turned my back but I did it just to face the fact that what I saw in your eyes wasn't mine anymore But please don't turn away.
2.
Nightfalls in heat and two hearts that beat in fear around some friendly plague The hot sweat that dries the soft muffled cries the hands that find a safe place Heat Lightning that night second hand light intense like the last thing that's seen The shadows that play as the heat falls away the safe comfort of sleep One moment one moment one moment In the heat In the heat In the heat
3.
Montana 02:27
tell me there's a place you want tell me there's a place you need nothing to tie you down but broad skies and fields tell me that it's me you want tell me that it's me you need nothing to tie you down but hot sweat and skin The surveyors mark the baseline Montana
4.
Healing Moon 03:52
I wish that I could paint these shadows off these plains behind your smile it sticks too near and there's something like the smell of death between us now across this highway we call fear I thought I saw you brood tonight on exit signs Your buried eyes without a sound and there's something rising up ahead past line of sight that holds these words we pass as vows And it's a healing moon rising. I'm sorry that I yelled above the engine hum I felt for sure you couldn't hear and there's nothing like a breath of air roll the window down I think the highway starts right here. And it's a healing moon rising.
5.
About her rages path no wishing now on stars that fall A knife best dressed in lace A knife best dressed in flesh again A low strain in the night A low strain in the bathroom light Artists pain the gain Artists pain the gain again A low cut felt by sight A low cut felt by sight tonight No currency that's real No currency that's real for a change A pocket in a bag A pocket in a body bag Ash turns into dust Ash turns into dust burns up
6.
Outside looking in again Cold northeastern wind Getting nowhere Hope beside the iron skin Nothing getting in Getting nowhere Nothing gained and nothing spent return what was sent Getting nowhere Arcs and circles daisy chains back to where we came Getting nowhere All the days in numbered line the past that haunts the life Getting nowhere All the nights in lettered chain the past that haunts the dream Getting nowhere The chorus just repeats The chorus repeats.
7.
Her tears are filling up the Abilene sunset past the prairie when the sun goes down Four walls a crossroads of a broken heart junction and the memory of her man who left town Her tears are filtering the Abilene sunset Lost summer rain beside the dry summer heat Night drops in lace like the veils of a widow who can't find the proper place to keep her grief There's no air beside her pillow There's no heat beside her sleep There's no footsteps at the doorway There's no name that she can keep Her tears are raining on the Abilene sunset that clears the dust and dries out the throat some kind of wild night that marks off horizons a night of stars that all flash alone
8.
Mr. Noon 04:21
Mr. Noon empties the river and paints his name in the dust at the crossroads of yesterday and never where they edit the faith that is lost Mr. Noon changes the number of the gods that they never knew In the places where the women plead for mercy and every last word rings true In the dry haze where I saw Crazy Horse returning where every white face is but a dream All invisible and patient to flaw Beneath the sky of Wounded Knee An abstract palette for an unsure portrait and the myth again clean and Mr. Noon stands there at the crossroads where everything is not what it seems Mr. Noon changes the carpet that stretches out flawed Parade the ghosts past the kiosk where sin received the host Mr. Noon bleeds for the martyrs and holds a place for the lost electric lies that lengthen the night and bury the ground in white frost In the red dust I saw congealed where we lost every frightened heart to the machine On Cheyenne Avenue where peace comes to a chosen few with a token to buy away the dream Mr. Noon advertises resurrection on the crosses of the Paiute Standing cold alone at the crossroads where everything is not quite what it seems
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10.
Cambridge 04:41
Wired only halfway wired to some uncelebrated dream Wired in the back page listings where dust filled in the seams We are found in no place We are forgotten place Wired dancing across the wires like puppets on a string Wired and our hearts in sequence beta around a ring We leave no stone unturned We leave no fire unburned There's no second guessing for things that are always out of our hands and no tears of regret for nights that will never happen here in Cambridge. Broken and our vows like split leaves fall to earth apart Broken in the spaces where we never found our spark I remember street signs I remember plans Panic that is set in place and cast on every breath Panic with which we erase what will never come to pass In this room I fear We will find it here.
11.
Jennifer 01:51

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The Ghost Dance was a Native American religious movement of the late nineteenth century. The movement began in 1870 among the Paiutes of southwest Nevada and by 1890 had spread among the Plains Sioux.

The practice of the Ghost Dance led directly to the massacre of Sioux Indians a Wounded Knee, South Dakota, on December 29, 1890.

Through its appeal to God and the Messiah, the Ghost Dance was an implicit acknowledgement by the Indians that earthly resistance to the white man had failed, and that their culture had been destroyed.

It was at heart a plea for the resurrection of the dead.

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released April 12, 2022

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VIC BONDI Seattle, Washington

I've been playing music for forty years--since the beginnings of the American hardcore punk movement in the 1980s. This band camp site is where I make a variety of my non-band project experiments available--solo tracks; covers; movie soundtracks, etc. Most of it is not hardcore. For that, see the links below. ... more

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